Friday, May 20, 2022
Thursday, May 19, 2022
Chang Zhou
The light shines silently through numberless
worlds,
sages and fools and all beings are in my abode.
When no thought arises, the whole world is exposed.
If the six senses move at all, they are blocked by clouds.
Trying to cut away delusion just makes it worse.
Seeking for the ultimate you are way off track.
Live this life without obstruction
and nirvana and birth and death are just colours in a dream.
SHUNRYU SUZUKI
When you are sitting in the
middle of your own problem,
which is more real to you:
your problem or yourself?
The awareness that you are
here, right now, is the ultimate
fact. This is the point you will
realize by zazen practice.
In continuous practice, under a
succession of agreeable
and
disagreeable situations, you will
realize the marrow of Zen and
acquire its true strength.
Friday, April 15, 2022
Kosho Uchiyama Roshi
BOWING
Put right
hand and left hand together as one and just bow
Just bow to
become one with God/Buddha
Just bow to
become one with everything I encounter
Just bow to
become one with all myriad things
Just bow in
the Way Life becomes Life.
The power of life that is buried deep inside you
will never rise up until you have become convinced
that you're walking the only path open for you.
Thursday, March 10, 2022
Friday, March 4, 2022
Wednesday, February 2, 2022
Wisdom Seeks
for Wisdom
We have been studying the Platform
Sutra of the Sixth Patriarch—and with it, prajna, or wisdom. But
this wisdom is not intellect or knowledge. This wisdom is our so-called inmost
nature, which is always in incessant activity. Zazen practice is wisdom seeking
for wisdom. “Wisdom seeks wisdom” is zazen practice, and everyday life is
wisdom. Realization of our precepts is our everyday life; when our everyday
life is based on wisdom, we call it “precepts.”
When
we sit, we do not do anything. We just sit. There’s no activity of our mind. We
just sit, and all we do is inhale and exhale. Sometimes you will hear some
birds singing, but you are not actually hearing. Your ears will hear it; you
are not hearing it. Just sound comes, and you make some response to it, that’s
all. This kind of practice is called “wisdom seeks for wisdom.”
We
have true nature. Whatever you do, even if you are not doing anything, your
true nature is constantly working. Even when you are sleeping, it is quite
active. Your thinking or your sensations are the superficial activities of
yourself, but inmost nature is always working. Even when you die, it is
working. I don’t mean some soul, but something—something is
always incessantly working. Whatever you call it, I don’t mind. You can put
many names to it, or you can give it various interpretations, but the
interpretations belong to your intellectuality. That is intellect. So, whatever
you call it, inmost nature itself also doesn’t mind. Someone may call it
“soul.” Someone may call it “spirit.” Someone may say, “Oh, no, no, that is
just material. Soul is some kind of function of materiality.” Maybe. People
will put many names to it, but our inmost nature is our inmost nature. Names
have little to do with it.
When
we sit, we say that it is the self-activity of inmost nature. Let it work—we
don’t do anything but let true nature work by itself. This is Zen practice. Of
course, even though you do not do anything, you will have pain in your legs, or
some difficulty to keep your mind calm. And sometimes you may think, “Oh, my
zazen is not so good.” That is also the activity of inmost nature—not your
activity, but the activity of your true nature. Your true nature says, “Your
zazen is not so good.” If it says so, you should accept it: “Oh, not so good.
What are you thinking? Stop thinking.” This is Zen.
When
you do something, it has a kind of morality in it. This is because you are
doing something by choice. When you make a decision to do something, your
inmost nature will tell you, “That will not be so good. Why don’t you do it
this way?” That is the precepts, when we have some choice in our activity. In
zazen, we have no choice—we just sit, and whatever inmost nature says, let it
do it. “I don’t mind.” That is zazen.
But
when you make a plan, you are responsible for it. Then, you should listen to
what your inmost nature says—it will tell you what to do. If you understand
this way, then it is the way of morality. It is the precepts. The precepts are
not only two hundred and fifty or five hundred. Five hundred or three
hundred—it doesn’t matter. Whatever we do is the precepts, because we have some
choice. We have to make some decision.
“I
am responsible for it—what I should do?” When we make some decision, we listen
to buddhanature: What should I do? That’s
all. Here in your everyday life, you have precepts, and you have freedom, too.
Whatever you do, that is up to you. As long as you have freedom, you yourself
make decisions, so you should be responsible for them. You should not say,
“Buddha should be responsible for it. I am not responsible for that.” We cannot
say that in our everyday life; we should observe the precepts, instead of
leaving the responsibility to Buddha. We should be responsible. But at the same
time, we have freedom—there is no need for you to be bound by precepts.
Precepts are formulated by your own choice. As long as you have conscious
activity, there is freedom, and at the same time, you should be responsible.
This is freedom—true freedom.
Someone
may say, “Whatever you do, that is buddhanature, so it doesn’t matter what you
do.” This is a misunderstanding. Morality without buddhanature is just a moral
code, a rigid moral code by which you will be enslaved. If you become aware of
buddhanature, innate nature, then that is freedom, not rigid precepts. You do
things by your own choice and according to your true nature: complete freedom.
That is also morality.
In
this sense, you have freedom—you are not enslaved by either buddhanature or a
moral code. And our moral code is not always the same. It is not permanent.
Strictly speaking, there is a moral code whatever you do. So we say Zen and the
precepts are one. In everyday life, we call it precepts; in the practice of
zazen, we call it Zen. They are not different; they are both based on the
self-activity of inmost nature. This is a very important point.
We
bowed this morning nine times. Bowing to Buddha is a kind of practice to get
rid of our self-centered ideas, to give ourselves completely to Buddha. Here,
to give ourselves means to give our physical and intellectual life to Buddha
because it is based on buddhanature. Even if we forget all about it, we still
have buddhanature. So Buddha bows to Buddha. That is bowing. This is one
meaning.
Another
meaning: as long as we live, we have a body here, and we have to think
something. Buddha practiced Zen, and we practice Zen, so everyone, when they
practice Zen, is called Buddha. And buddha mind, or bodhisattva mind, is our
spirit. To attain oneness in duality is, in short, our spirit.
Because
we are not so good, we try to improve ourselves. That is our true nature. And
we are aware of it—we have some intention to improve ourselves. This intention
is limited to human beings. Flowers come out in the spring without fail, but
they do not make any effort; they automatically come out—that’s all. We also
try to open our flower in the spring, you know. We try to do right things at
the right time. But we find it very difficult—even though we try to do it, we
cannot. This is our human nature. We always try to do something. We always have
some difficulties. But this point is very important for us. It is why we have
pleasure as human beings—because things are difficult and we are always making
some effort. That effort results in the pleasure of human life, a pleasure
limited to human beings. This is called our true nature.
If
you understand this true nature, you will find out the true nature within
yourself and in every existence. Flowers have this nature. Even when it is
cold, they are preparing for spring, even though they do not know they are
making a good effort to come up in spring. When we become aware of it, we will
know that this nature we have is universal to every existence. Again, this
awareness of true nature is limited to human beings, so it is very important.
This is the awareness, in short, of trying to do something good. It is our
spirit.
We
don’t know why we should try to improve ourselves. No one knows. There is no
reason for it; it is beyond discussion. Our true nature is so big. It is beyond
comparison, beyond our intellectual understanding, so it doesn’t make any sense.
Those who are aware of it will laugh at you if you discuss about why it is so.
“What are you talking about?” It is too big a problem to discuss. This is why
we bow to Buddha.
From the
oldest extant recording of a dharma talk by Suzuki Roshi, given in Los Altos,
California, on July 22, 1965
Friday, December 31, 2021
Friday, November 26, 2021
BE STILL AND KNOW
Joseph Benner
Now, in order that you may learn to know Me, so that you can
be sure it is I, your own True Self, Who speak these words, you must first
learn to Be Still, to quiet your human mind and body and all their activities,
so that you no longer are conscious of them. You may not yet be able to do
this, but I will teach you how, if you really want to know Me, and are willing
to prove it by trusting Me and obeying Me in all that I now shall call upon you
to do.
Try to imagine the “I” who speaks throughout these pages as
being your Higher or Divine Self, addressing and counselling your human mind
and intellect, which you will consider for the moment as being a separate
personality. Your human mind is so constituted that it cannot accept anything
which does not conform with what it has previously experienced or learned, and
which its intellect does not consider reasonable. Therefore, in addressing it, You
are using such terms and expressions as will most clearly explain to your
intellect the truths it must understand before the mind can awaken to the
consciousness of your meaning. The fact is, this “I” is yourself, your Real
Self. Your human mind has heretofore been so engrossed with the task of
supplying its intellect and body with all manner of selfish indulgences, that
it has never had time to get acquainted with the Real You, its true Lord and
Master. You have been so interested in and affected by the pleasures and
sufferings of your body and intellect, that you have almost come to believe You
are your intellect and body, and you have consequently nearly forgotten Me,
your Divine Self. I AM not your intellect and body, and this Message is to
teach that You and I are One. The words I herein speak, and the main burden of
these instructions, is to awaken your consciousness to this great fact. You
cannot awaken to this fact until you can get away from the consciousness of
this body and intellect, which so long have held you enslaved. You must feel Me
within, before you can know I AM there. Now, in order that you can become
wholly oblivious of your mind and its thoughts and your body and its
sensations, so that you can feel Me within, it is necessary that you studiously
obey these, My instructions. Sit quietly in a relaxed position, and, when
wholly at ease, let your mind take in the significance of these words:
Who decides the day and the hour? It is the conscious,
natural act of the Intelligence within, My Intelligence, directed by My Will,
bringing to fruition My Idea and expressing it in the blossom and in the chick.
But did the blossom and the chick have anything to do with it? No, only as they
submitted or united their will with Mine and allowed Me and My Wisdom to
determine the hour and the ripeness for action, and then only as they obeyed
the impulse of My Will to make the effort, could they step forth into the New
Life. You may, with your personality, try a thousand times a thousand times to
burst through the shell of your human consciousness. It will result only, if at
all, in a breaking down of the doors I have provided between the world of
tangible forms and the realm of intangible dreams; and the door being open, you
then no longer can keep out intruders from your private domain, without much
trouble and suffering. But even through such suffering you may gain the
strength you lack and the wisdom needed to know that, not until you yield up
all desire for knowledge, for goodness, yes, for union with Me, to benefit
self, can you unfold your petals showing forth the perfect Beauty of My Divine
Nature, and throw off the shell of your human personality and step forth into
the glorious Light of My Heavenly Kingdom. Therefore I give you these
directions now, at the beginning, that you may be learning how to recognize Me.
For I here promise you, if you follow and strive earnestly to comprehend and obey My instructions herein given, you shall very soon know Me, and I will give you to comprehend all of My Word wherever written, — in book or teaching, in Nature, or in your fellow man. If there is much in what herein is written that seems contradictory, seek out My real meaning before discarding it. Do not leave a single paragraph, or any one thought in it, until all that is suggested becomes clear. But in all your seeking and all your striving, let it be with faith and trust in Me, your True Self within, and without being anxious about results; for the results are all in My keeping, and I will take care of them. Your doubts and your anxiety are but of the personality, and if allowed to persist will lead only to failure and disappointment.
From THE IMPERSONAL
LIFE by Joseph Benner
Monday, November 22, 2021
Axe Handles
BY GARY SNYDER
One afternoon the last week in AprilShowing Kai how to throw a hatchetOne-half turn and it sticks in a stump.He recalls the hatchet-headWithout a handle, in the shopAnd go gets it, and wants it for his own.A broken-off axe handle behind the doorIs long enough for a hatchet,We cut it to length and take itWith the hatchet headAnd working hatchet, to the wood block.There I begin to shape the old handleWith the hatchet, and the phraseFirst learned from Ezra PoundRings in my ears!"When making an axe handlethe pattern is not far off."And I say this to Kai"Look: We'll shape the handleBy checking the handleOf the axe we cut with—"And he sees. And I hear it again:It's in Lu Ji's Wên Fu, fourth centuryA.D. "Essay on Literature"-—in thePreface: "In making the handleOf an axeBy cutting wood with an axeThe model is indeed near at hand."My teacher Shih-hsiang ChenTranslated that and taught it years agoAnd I see: Pound was an axe,Chen was an axe, I am an axeAnd my son a handle, soonTo be shaping again, modelAnd tool, craft of culture,How we go on.From Axe Handles. Copyright © 1983 by Gary Snyder.