The
aspirants always think of that which is untrue. They ask, "What shall I
do, Maharaj?" The Guru asks him not to sniff tobacco, and the disciple
immediate reacts by putting his nose into the box containing tobacco! Or he
may say, "You say that all this is false, yet you yourself also indulge
in it." There are only two things in the world: worldly existence and
Reality. To take interest in what has happened is to get involved in worldly
affairs. If you abandon all these things, true knowledge will dawn. This is
why a man gets caught in bondage. Individuality is to involve the mind in the
objective world, and Godhood is to do nothing. God is in the temple while
there are rocks lying outside. Why should God value rocks? For this God [your
own Self], to live among stones is called "individuality" or
"ignorance".
Saint Tukaram says, "God is quite ancient." God is prior to
everything. A jnani has understood that the Supreme being [Paramatman], which
is prior to all, is silently sitting in his heart. Leaving this God alone,
people think of doing good or bad. That is the illusion for the individual
being. The illusion makes man knowledgeable, makes him a narrator of
the Vedas, and makes him play this worldly game. If a thing is
good, it is good; if it is bad, it is bad; if one is wealthy, he is wealthy;
and if one is poor, he is poor. Who is the real aspirant? He is the one who
has understood the illusion is nothing. However much you may have wrestled
with the bear in a dream, it is still all false. But the illusion does not
allow the aspirant to be victorious.
The concept of "I" and "you" is a delusion, as is the
concept of "aspirant". Even the idea "I am God" is a
delusion. This world itself is rooted in delusion. If I and you are God, then
why should there be any supposition? As told before, "Abandon
everything!" Ignorant people start beating cymbals for worship. This
knowledge is actually ignorance. Hence, even this knowledge has no true
value. Only knowledge of the Self destroys ignorance. The individual
"I" is the one who dabbles in the illusion. So just do nothing. The
aspirant is tortured by those who tell him, "You must do this and you
must do that." All this is to fool him. The illusion has long horns on
his head. If you supersedes him, he gores you, and if you fall behind, he
kicks you.
Thus, the key to transcending the illusion lies in doing nothing. All
happiness, misery, worry and anxiety are inherent in the illusion. You have
to do nothing, you have to abandon nothing. In Dasbodh, Saint
Ramdas says, "Action and non-action are illusion." So those who
have not understood this illusion may dance wild. The illusion is dreamlike.
If you wrestle with a bear in a dream, your victory or defeat is irrelevant.
So it is said that the illusion is unconquerable, even for Lord Brahma,
Vishnu, Harihera, etc., since they all take it to be true. Vishnu said,
"I shall protect them", so he became a four-handed God. This is an
illusion, yet all are engrossed in it.
Suppose a barren woman's son said that he had held a torch at Maruti's [an
eternal celibate] wedding. This world in the form of illusion is just as
fictitious. So those who say they have conquered the illusion are thoroughly
deceived. The devotee of God does not experience the happiness or misery
arising from the illusion. His glory is small, but higher than that of the
gods Hari and Hara. The reason is that he takes everything as untrue and
knows that there is no action, cause or doer. Wherever there is a feeling of
cause and effect, it is due to the feeling "I am not Reality." This
feeling is the effect and the "I" is the cause. When you feel that
you are not Reality, you become an individual "I". When you feel
that you are neither an "I" nor Shiva, you become Final Reality. "I",
"good", "bad, etc., all these are signs of delusion rising up
from the material world. All this is a game of "blind man"s
bluff". Reality is the one who covers the players eyes, and hence, he is
not part of the game. He blindfolds the participants only once. Knowledge and
ignorance are the material cause of the world [prakriti]. This itself is
delusion. Who expounds the scriptures and who conveys knowledge? Chanting,
penance, methods, study, etc., are all the mesmeric activities of the
illusion. You cross over the material world only when you are free from all
"duties". These are all matters at this initial stage. So long as
there is knowledge, there is delusion. Reject whatever you suppose you are.
"Reject" means do not dabble in anything whatsoever. Continue your
worship: "I am the Self, I am Reality, I am not the body, I am not the
name." The one who is speaking inside is "I", is God. Just be
convinced of that.
There was a princess who wanted to find a lazy man to marry. Accordingly, an
announcement was made in every village. Prospective suitors claiming to be
lazy soon arrived at the palace. The princess wanted to assure the validity
of their claims. One man pretended to be so lazy by arriving on the shoulders
of someone else. Another feigned silence in support of his claim, and another
refrained from using his hands to eat food. There were as many pretensions of
laziness as there were suitors. The princess rejected them all. But there was
one shrewd fellow who simply informed the princess that he had come to get
married to her. She asked him, "How can you prove that you are
lazy?" He replied, "All the others are merely pretending. They are
only actors and are not lazy at all." Maintaining silence, not walking,
and not eating with the hands – these are all external actions meant to
deceive. These qualities are not of the nature of a really lazy person.
Similarly, for a jnani, it is absolutely evident that he is Reality.
The true mark of a saint is taking the world to be untrue. If it is not
understood that it is in the nature of the material world to be false, then
one cannot get "married to the princess." Laziness does not mean
abandoning outward actions. The individual "I" has the habit of
engaging itself in constant activity. To do something is in the nature of the
body consciousness. What has to be done, and for whose sake? Illusion implies
"my idea". There is a proverb: "He started worshipping God
when he got tired of doing things."
If you reject all that is untrue, then you become God Reality. The illusion
is believing that "I ought to first do this and that, manage this and
that, become rich, and then afterwards I will become a saint and start acting
differently." So leave things exactly as they are. If you meddle in
things, your body consciousness will get enhanced and you will constantly
feel that you ought to be doing something. This is the obstruction for
attaining Final Reality. When you are not the body, then it is useless to
think about wealth or poverty. All is untrue. Then why this unnecessary
query? Godhood is "not to do anything." We say, "Remain
quiet, like God", but in actuality we indulge ourselves in body
consciousness.
To not worry about anything and to be at peace is called "OM
Shanti". This is my blessing to you all.
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